Hmm… This was one crazy week. A week of new beginnings.
The chapter with the one I was feeling sad about has been finally closed. While another chapter is opening. And this is strange, but a walk at the beach have given me the relief of the closure of the first one. This new chapter is starting so well :)
With all this talk about love the past 4/5 months, it is starting to look like I’m some sort of autistic person who can’t be alone. Well, that’s not true. But yes, I have dated because I was single, only when suddenly someone who you likes shows affection again (kisses, etc.) you get brainfucked. Yep, Brain-Fucked.
Also the fact that three dates in a week with the same person also gives you the insight that this one is also three times better than the past one.
So yeah, a horrible start has been turned into something nice. A nice thing that I haven’t saw in a while. I’m ready for the furtune. Me, a negative person is getting positive. Not everyone have that power.
Verliefd? Dat hou ik nog maar ff voor mezelf. Eerst zelf eens daarvan gaan genieten :)